be stubborn

• We've known each other a long time and every time that we have gotten close, I have been stubborn and scared and have found ways to let things get between us.
  لقد عرفنا بعضنا منذ مدة طويلة و فى كل مرة نقترب بها من بعضنا أكون إما عنيدة أو خائفة